Through My Eyes

"Nicole… what do you see when you look at me?"

Taking a second to think about who you are, what we could be

I look into your eyes, so deep and full of love

I see a man possessing qualities I could only dream of

Your eyes sit deeply fixed within your beautiful face

To see who you are, you have to look beyond the surface

Beyond your eyes lies a beautiful mind

Full of Imagination, Kreativity, and Spirituality combined

Placing my hands on your chest, I feel the beat of your heart

Strong, Kind, Forgiving, from Jehovah a work of art

It beats in perfect rhythm with mine, forming a song of completeness

Together they come, to sing a loud their happiness

I reach for your hand and hold it with in mine

The hands of a worker, boy what a find

I see my best friend, my confidant, my lover

But most of all my advisor, my spiritual brother

 

When I look at you I see my future

The man of my dreams, the one I adore

I see us serving Jehovah together full-force

His holy spirit backing us, our strength from this source

Working together, all our goals coming true

I know it will all be ok, as long as I'm with you

This is how I see you, and how together we'll grow

And this is me taking your hand and never letting go

In Response To Your Reply

Come live with me, and be my love


And we will all the pleasures prove

Board a ship to eternity

Of complete modernity

Our love had no precedent

Forward we'd make advancement

And see all the joys of our love

Live a life we could only dream of

As we sail our bodies we'd leave

Our hopes and dreams we'd achieve

We'd float above the clouds, so high

And never would we say good bye

Into your eyes I began to dream

And realize our love is supreme

Grabbing your hand to keep you close

Telling you how I love you most

Hoping forever we'd stay this way

I'd never let this slip away

You I'd forever take hold of

Come live with me, and be my love

A love that will last forever

Just you and I here together

If these delights thy mind may move

then live with me, and be my love.

Culminating Confession

Sitting in my room with pen and paper

Wondering how could I have become her

A girl mute, speechless in this verbal world

In my head thoughts continuously twirled

It’s because you knocked me off of my game

And I don’t know if I’ll ever be the same



I use to be such a lovely writer

It lifted the load, made my burden lighter

Words always seemed to come easily

And for me rhyme always flowed freely

But suddenly all this came to a halt

Which was entirely all your fault



You gave me emotions I never before had

You never took away but would always add

With you everything was so different so new

And I wanted t give something back to you

But nothing was perfect enough to give

You made me finally began to live

 I searched for words to express how I felt

To describe how you made my heard melt

But none met the standard for you I set

I became so frustrated and upset

Going about it all so half hearted

I gave up before I even started

I put so much focus on words the outcome

Not thinking about where they should come from

Now not focusing on sound but meaning

No longer the words demeaning

Finally taking the words from my heart

Beginning with a whole new start

Slowly the words began to come to me

I was able to express my feelings for thee

By just focusing on the love you gave

Words no longer would this heart of mine enslave

So now my paper is no longer blank

And it is you that I must thank

Dessert Of Destiny

Last night I cried a sea of tears


Within them swam my fears

From my eyes flowed dreams of endless possibilities

Of wonderful futures that could never be

Floating down this river of pain

Screamed lies desperation and shame

These were my wakeup call into reality

For once I could see how things were in actuality

No longer would I dream of you and I

With maturity came the time to kiss you goodbye

As I sailed through this ocean of my past

I saw the reasons we could never last

It was because I loved you

Far more deeply than you knew

But for me this same love you didn’t share

And my heart could no longer go on alone, unpaired

Desperation gave forth to lies

Pretending I didn’t care lead to my demise

It came to the point where I was all cried out

And eventually I surcame to a drought

My bones lye with so many others in the dessert of destiny

Because like them to love got the best of me

You see my tears for you were tears of life

In hopes that one day you would call me your wife

But to me the fantasy never came true

And in the end I died from loving you